WARNING: This post is full of whining and self-pity. Proceed with caution.
Today is just one of those days. I woke up feeling awful, and none of the clothes I put on seemed to look right. I was a very self-conscious Tiny today. I couldn't help it! Every time I caught myself in a mirror, glass door, or generic reflective surface, all I could think about was how disproportionately GIGANTIC my hips are compared to the rest of my tiny frame. That's my main demon. I've never felt overweight, and rarely have I felt fat; but I've always always always felt disproportionate. And, unfortunately for me, my hips seems to be the last place my body wants to slim down.
*whinewhinewhine* I have hips like whoa. Etc. etc.
On the plus side , that distinctly "full-figured" image in the mirror is giving me just the extra motivation I need to work really hard at my run today. Hopefully, in another month or two, I can proudly say that I no longer feel so oddly shaped.
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